why didn't i figure this out sooner?
you're guide to being normal
(which means successful, loved, wealthy, happy, wanted and therefore beautiful too)
1. Every morning upon waking and throughout the day as a little reminder, refresher, chant to yourself:
"me, me, me, all my eyes, and insides can see, if not then I'd have two pairs of eyes, so obviously, it's only me"
Care, but don't really care, about anything, anyone, too deeply or completely
(simply saying you care will get you through life just fine and the less you care, to the point of not caring at all, the better)
Understand words don't have any value, soul or meaning, they're just something to fill the air space around others and strictly said to get your own way. Never take anyone's words seriously, or to heart, and they won't either, and then everyone is happy and good!
Understand you are only around other people, not with them, very important.
"with" can cause creepy feelings (we'll cover those things next) that can make you think other people matter, while "around" means it's just you in the shared space of another "you", and that's what's called the truth to live and succeed by.
Get rid of those things by any means necessary, they are your enemy. They are creepy. They get in the way of the only purpose you have, yourself. They are also not real, because if they were they would never change and remain constant, verifiable, like the days of the week or the money you have in your bank accounts.
Another unverifiable, and only to be said or used to get something, get somewhere higher up than you currently are.
If someone says "i love you" it means they want something from you, are just bored and speaking words (refer back to #3), are one of those "doormat people" looking to be used and treated like shit (that goes for people who seem to have feelings (#5)
and put out energy (that next) and emotions that equate being loving, caring (#2) towards you). The only people like that are the homeless, the poor and the dead. That's why they are known as "hopeless romantics", after all, and "care givers"too, those people live impoverished.
All energy must be saved, stored, spent on you, yourself only. It's necessary to look like your spending it on others, but use sparingly, and always for personal gain, otherwise that's called "wasted" and that isn't good. Consider it a part of the "energy conservation movement" and "being green". Green equates money, so remember that, that's a good thing, and the ultimate goal of everything, besides yourself.
Apply all the above rules simultaneously and understand the "ships" at the end mean they are always sinking so your next ship can come in! The one that will take you farther, get you more. Higher, higher, higher up the ladder, always the goal.
Apply all rules above and make sure your phone, your facebook, all social media and the air space around you has plenty of them. They are basically bodies that you spend time with, text, on your time schedule only, in case you ever need something from them or can use them to get further up that ladder of life. Don't ever answer the phone if these people call. that's weird and that implies they are trying to use or take something from you. No phone calls except from your parents, if still alive (think of the inheritance, think of the will), your stock broker, your bank, your doctor or your latest relationship (those people tend to make you, and since your fucking them for gain, money, gifts and maybe a place to live -nice neighborhood, home only- then you have to allow it, occasionally.)
A means to an end. Money, gifts, marriage (if it gets you more, gets you a better standing in life), momentary pleasure of the body, "a way in" to someone who can make your life better, more successful. If anyone ever calls you a whore, don't get mad (no feelings, #5) don't say anything, but know it just means your successful. If anyone ever mentions "love" or having feelings afterward, assess what you can get from them, and if nothing, run for your life and block their phone number, these people are not future friends to use to your advantage, they are weird, they are nothing.
A burden we all carry. Apply all above rules except #9 and #10 (there's no money or success in incest, that's sad, and you don't have feelings remember - #5) and remember, think of the will, think of the inheritance. See your brothers and sisters, if you have them, as competitors and do what you can to take them out, if possible. If not, position yourself as the executor of any possible future estate, because they get extra for taking on that role. Cousins, nephews, nieces, useless, but if you have any aunts or uncles, definitely do what you can to maintain light, yearly contact, they might include you in their estate for doing so.
Normal is "it". Normal is now. Normal is right. Normal is everywhere. Normal...it's just...the norm. Conform. You know you really want to...right? Normal will make sure you sleep free and easy at night. Normal will guarantee your future is bright. Success and prosperity at any cost. Normal. Learn it, absorb it, record it...to memory.....Sleep tight.
bowen hart roselli
24 july 2020
the realm of the poetic.
prisoner of the psyche and the inescapable. heart.