"mested and musted", too soon, all too much then...

branded at birth
whistled at one
tried at two
throttled at three
fondled at four
fucked at five
soaked at six
starred at seven
ate at eight
nibbled at nine
turned out at ten

felt like life was already over by then...
i guess not being into it, but looked at like gold
this is how the toys feel, when sold

doubled digit meant I was too old
so, sent to the corner,
pimped and primed,
"do as your told"

bought and sold,
so many times
is this what they meant,
for whom the bell chimes?

ass sagging by sixteen, done
see, getting old, washed up,
it's no fun

another choice
another day
another trick, is this one bi,
straight or gay?
doesn't matter,
as long as they pay
and keep their psychotic tendencies
at bay

tired of beatings,
without paying more
no college degree for a prop-positioned
whore

future, please
tell me, what's in store?
does "DP" mean, they will love me more?

I'm not sure, but of this, I implore

this might sound glamorous,
but it's work, and a bore

another cock, another tit in my face
it can't be a "fall"
if there was never any grace

can of mace
and an extra pair of heels
walking the streets,
the cops are the weirdest,
cop the most perverted of "feels"

so says the one who prays and kneels
before gods, so disgusted
by the children "mested and musted"

gotta go, i've been busted
in the van, to "the can"
but at least I'll get rest
before the "get back out",
again, work, my best..

impressed?
I hope so...
from one who don't know
the meaning of "no"

born to suck and fuck and blow
go with every fondle and flow

whoa.
is me
and away is you.

as in gone now, ok
I get it, I'm through...