anymore. (what choice do i have)

care but don't care
aware but unaware
stop to love you
stop to care,
careful, whom your heart
stripped bare...

most are only casual,
the "come on",
"over here",
"the rub", to rub on...

one dimensional waters, rise
say anything once, twice
lacquered, slacker, "easy take" thighs

it's all about "the smooth",
and "the flow"
as in who you choose
to know and go

with and to and forth,
south, north
"no regrets", so no remorse
sentenced, "slick"
think "salt lick", horse
salivate soon, says
"suck on this", source

lemons, limes
nickels, dimes
chunks and hunks
chanced, chosen time

cocks and blocks
so schooled, "hard knocks"
better, "whatever-ed"
bathed, "on the rocks"

liquor, come quicker
the thin of the thicker
the bitch of the bicker
the lick of the sticker

stamped, so tramped
and walked upon, "wow"
it's live for the moment
get what, and whom, you can now

as in "get with the program"
or "get lost", get going
who is in front, manned
the boat you are rowing?

who is in charge?
as you capsize, hit the barge
breakdowns for breakthroughs
show you
"shit shows for shine throughs"

...what choice do i have?
really, just the same as you..
nothing left to fear, so to lose
nothing impassioned, left to say,
so, to prove...

so mean it all
if you're willing, able, to fall
and save your last dollar
for when destiny calls

you might need it,
believe it
you just never know
which body, before you,
can withstand all the blows

whom, the piper, you will pay
a tithing, a token
a "yes, please", want to stay
to gain "the get"
to whom "have, hold" is your way

uncompromised.
more smile, less despise
more pleasure, so prized
more reveal, less disguise

anymore
what choice do i have?

in the end, it begins
when

all you have to do

is ask....

(or take, no mistake,
maybe..."too honest",
but nothing was it ever "half baked"
or faked)....


bowen hart roselli
30 august 2020
ringwald love