adverbs of frequency, to express how much you mean to me

sometimes stay and sometimes go
sometimes yes and sometimes no
sometimes fucked, and sometimes,
"fuck you"
always though, you inside me, true

often lost and often found
often surfacing and often drowned
often left and often right
always, longing, hold you tight

never sure and never wrong
never weak and never strong
never fear and never free
always here, why can't you see?

daily done and daily didn't
daily open and daily hidden
daily sleeping and daily awake
always ready, for you, your partake

usually here and usually not all there
usually truth, and usually dare
usually sexual and usually platonic
always, to please you, yes, i am on it

seldom seen and seldom unnoticed
seldom known and seldom unknown, this
seldom silent and seldom voiced
always, in adoration,
you leave me no choice

unusually bound and unusually free
unusually you and unusually me
unusually pouring and unusually plugged
always, yes, for you,
blind man,
filled with love.



bowen hart roselli
8 july 2020
ringwald love